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Is Adam Kokesh Working for the CIA?

Is Adam Kokesh Working for the CIA?

Adam Kokesh leads a large contingent of the American “Patriot” movement. His followers are typically Second Amendment activists and Ron Paul devotees – people who are aware enough to perceive that their government does not mean them well, yet naïve enough to think that there is a political solution, whether it come via a maverick politician or displays of civil disobedience.

They lack the perspective to see the real scope of the state machine, who owns it, and the extent to which it hijacks and controls opposition.

Kokesh has been arrested for promoting such antics as a dance-in at the Jefferson Memorial and, most recently, a pro-marijuana rally in Philadelphia. But compared to his latest brainchild – an armed march on Washington, DC and all 50 state capitols – those stunts are mere child’s play.

From a tactical perspective, the concept is a nightmare. One can easily imagine the bloodbath that would inevitably result, and the subsequent justification for draconian gun control, if not a declaration of martial law.

To their credit, many patriot bloggers and alternative media figures have expressed misgivings about Kokesh’s Independance Day marches. Meanwhile, the National Rifle Association has distanced itself from the idea, and the Oathkeepers issued a statement of non-endorsement.

The blogosphere backlash was so strident, Kokesh called off the march on DC. Yet despite anemic support, he is still calling for the state capitol marches to occur.

This is perfect for Kokesh, as he is off the hook. He can’t be in 50 states at once. But he has established the pretext for an event that, should it occur, might prove to be the biggest false flag operation the U.S. “government” has ever perpetrated against the citizenry.

Troubling Details

First, think of the world financial system as a circuit board. As an electrical engineer tweaks a circuit to obtain a desired outcome, so those who generate and control the world’s currency manipulate results to their own ends. Authentic rebel leaders who have garnered too much influence can be cut off from the current, if not removed from the board altogether. By the same token, currency is routinely inducted and op-amped to fund controlled opposition.

Adam’s whole enterprise – high-profile radio show, big website, slick production, mass media attention – bears all the hallmarks of one that has been covertly facilitated, not suppressed.

Second, Adam has voiced his allegiance with the Occupy Wall Street movement. For those who didn’t get the memo yet, OWS is heavily funded by George Soros, a globalist, America-hating, plutocrat Jew.

Third, Adam Kokesh is himself – surprise, surprise – a Jew.

Many would say that is a purely ad hominem observation. I disagree.

Based on testimony from Jim Stone, who infiltrated the Canadian Jewish community, I am inclined to believe that a lot more rank-and-file Jews are “in on it” than we are led to believe.

Think about it. Out of all the brave, disgruntled Iraq veterans who might have struck a meteoric rise to celebrity anti-war dissidence … he just so happened to be a member of a tribe that constitutes a meager 0.3% of US armed forces. Go figure.

Adam served in Iraq as a sergeant in the U.S. Marines 3rd Civil Affairs Group, whose mission explicitly includes psychological operations (psy ops).

Speaking of which, the website Freeadamkokesh.com was created six days before Adam was arrested in Philadelphia on felony charges. Days later, he was released, all charges dropped.

If the authorities were worried that Kokesh posed a real threat to the government, then they would have opted to keep him locked down, don’t you think?

Then there is Charles Kokesh, Adam’s big-money con-man father, presently indicted for illegally selling two elephant tusks in Pensacola, Florida.

Mike Rivero, a good Jew, insightfully speculates that the elder Kokesh’s legal troubles could be used to pressure Adam into proceeding with the march despite the massive opposition from Patriot gun-owners across the US.

But who would be applying that pressure? Moreover, lacking any real support, how could the marches even take place?

Enter the CIA

Researcher and investigative reporter Jim Stone, a former NSA analyst, has recently estimated that the CIA has upwards of 1,500,000 operatives on its payroll.

Stone bases this number on records which he claims have been expunged from the internet.

A Google search reveals the official answer, the Wikipedia answer, and that’s about it.

The Wikipedia answer: 20,000.

The official answer:

Neither the number of employees nor the size of the Agency’s budget can, at present, be publicly disclosed. A common misconception is that the Agency has an unlimited budget, which is far from true. While classified, the budget and size of the CIA are known in detail and scrutinized by the Office of Management and Budget and by the Senate Select Committee on Intelligence, the House Permanent Select Committee on Intelligence, and the Defense Subcommittees of the Appropriations Committees in both houses of Congress. The resources allocated to the CIA are subject to the same rigorous examination and approval process that applies to all other government organizations.

The Wiki answer is ridiculously low. When you consider the sheer range and scope of the CIA’s operations around the world, from gun-running to drug-smuggling to election-rigging to assassinations to eavesdropping on and monitoring of ever-more-wide-ranging varieties of “terrorists”, 20,000 is an insult to intelligence. Why did Wikipedia even bother stating a number at all?

The second, the official answer, is more telling. Why would the Agency want to withhold the answer, if it were not to conceal a number that would alarm a concerned Patriot? One could argue that it’s for reasons of “national security”, to which I would reply that the term “national security” is really nothing other than a carte blanche excuse to conceal any information that those bastards don’t want to divulge, for any reason at all.

It would pose no threat to the “security” of the United States if the CIA announced its payroll size. Not that the Russians and Chinese don’t know anyway.

On top of that, the official answer is full of lies which are stinkingly obvious to an increasing number of people who, thanks to scandals like Fast and Furious, not to mention all the photos of U.S. troops guarding poppy fields in Afghanistan, have wised up to some of the CIA’s criminal sources of income.

If Stone’s figure is correct – if even two-thirds of it is the real number, in fact – then we already live under the worst tyranny imaginable; the iron fists just have yet to remove their velvet gloves.

Having that many assets would enable the CIA to pull off false-flag armed marches on all 50 state capitols without involving a single genuine Patriot – level-headed opposition among the citizenry to such insanity be damned.

We must be on guard, ever watchful, and as long as we have an internet that is ostensibly free, we must use it to spread observations that incriminate false flag operatives.

As July 4 approaches, be on the lookout for campaigns in your region that slickly agitate for an armed march on your state’s capitol. If they crop up, look into the people behind them, and locate the sources of their funding. After all, it takes money to organize an event … and we know where money comes from, and how hard it is these days to come by.

If an armed march does occur in your area, be sure to document it. Upload your photos and videos and share them via social media. There is an established community of analysts on the net who will waste no time combing your documentation for signs the march was staged. The further we can pull their pants down, the less brazen they can afford to be. Stone has written a good article on the best budget cameras to use for both video and still-shot documentation via zoom lens, so you can avoid getting caught up in the drama and make a clean getaway.

Above all, beware pied pipers that get mass media attention and promise to redress your grievances. None of them is above suspicion. The state, the corporations, the military-industrial complex, and above all, the globalists, who own the media that run cover for all the above, look out for their own. We are on the chopping block.

Adam Kokesh is most certainly not the answer, but he may well be a component of their Final Solution.

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Tinfoil Hat Addendum:

1.

“Adam” in Hebrew means “Man”

“Adam” Vs. “The Man”

“Adam” Vs. “Himself”

“Adam” = “Establishment”

V is an inverted pyramid.

2.

Check out Adam’s Facebook profile image:

adam_one_eye

All-Seeing Eye anyone?

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Welcome To The PsyOpocalypse

Welcome To The PsyOpocalypse

“Apocalypse” is a word loaded with mysterious and exotic connotations. Many people associate it with harrowing visions of mayhem and destruction ushering in the End Times. In fact, “apocalypse” comes to us from ancient Greek, and it simply means “revelation” or, even more mundanely, “disclosure”; it is the noun form of apokalyptein, a common verb meaning “to uncover”, and outside of Biblical context, it could be applied to any instance of revealing things once hidden or obscure.

By light of that definition, I would say an apocalypse is well and truly upon us. Maybe not “The Apocalypse”, mind you — but there does seem to be a massive revelation underway. More and more people have Eyes to See beyond the power structure’s threadbare veneer of legitimacy. For a great many of us in the “Truth” community, this apocalypse kicked in when we were asked to believe that fumbling Arabs with boxcutters took down three World Trade Center buildings, even though they (according to officialdom) managed to hit only two. That was the beginning for me, and it was a real fork in the road, a red-pill moment, a clear choice: either I had to ignore the facts laid out before me and abandon reason for the comforts of civilized ignorance, or I had to accept that the world I had taken for real was in fact an intricate matrix of lies, and slowly process all the anger, pain, and grief of that awakening.

I lived in New York City and was in Manhattan less than a kilometer from the WTC when the first plane struck. My BS detector first went off when Bush told us that the Arabs, and by extension all Muslims, hated us “for our freedoms”. If they really hated us, I wanted to know the real reasons why. Before that, I had been completely apolitical, but that one question sent me hurdling very early on into the apocalypse now becoming apparent to so many. And it was a lonely journey. When I realized that the official story was bunk, and that my government was overrun with criminals, I was no longer exactly fun to be around at parties. Awakening became an obsession. My first wife left me, and when the cops started carrying assault rifles, I left America vowing never to return.

I chose to live and work in Korea, where I could continue my re-education with the benefits of affordable medical care, low income tax, and no need to own a car. Also the police here are still really nice. They actually smile and speak politely, even if they are getting yelled at by an irate citizen; and when I went to jail for calling powerful people on the carpet over their funding of toxic music videos directed at children, the police heard me out, reviewed my evidence, concurred, and made sure I was released.

And what was it about those videos that bothered me so much? The sudden prevalence of Luciferian and Masonic imagery, occult hand signs, the occasional Mogen David, and choreography so downright pornographic that even the kids protested in disgust. And why the sudden, radical change in the production values of K-pop? I saw it as yet another sign of apocalypse. All the dark shit previously rolled out in western pop music culture was now being pushed on Asian audiences, upon people with by and large no ability to recognize the symbols, but enough sense to know that something dark this way had come, and it definitely had not come here from within. I can’t count how many times I have brought up the Masonic/Luciferian culture creep with Koreans both young and old, and they have been unanimous in pointing out that it is a foreign influence on their culture, and they don’t much like it.

I have also been surprised at how many have immediately brought up Masonry and “The Illuminati”: another sign that apocalypse is underway. Even a couple of years ago, I would never have attempted discussion of such topics with Korean acquaintances, much less most of my fellow expats. All that has changed in a very big way. Quite a few times, for example, when mixing with an expat crowd, I have calmly and assuredly stated that the Fukushima event on 3-11-11 was no natural disaster, but an Israeli attack on Japan. Instead of being shunned or told to don a tinfoil hat, I was able to open a real discussion every time I brought it up. I also taught lunchtime English classes at a Korean insurance company where all the students wanted to discuss, in every single lesson, was “the conspiracy”! I no longer feel cautious about asserting (with a smile, of course) that the “official stories” of 9-11 and 3-11 were rank bullshit. I think that most people, at some deep level, know this to be true, but it takes someone else to say it before they’ll admit it. This new freedom to discuss “conspiracy” is yet another clear sign of apocalypse.

One salient feature of apocalypse is this: like one of the favorite symbols of the power elite, it is best visualized as a Rising Sun. People become more aware, more conscious, in direct proportion to the swelling of the dawn. Reared in the darkness of indoctrination and mass mind control, taught to ridicule those who raved about a thing called Sun, fewer and fewer of us are able to ignore what is becoming painfully obvious: that all the appearances we believed in from childhood have been just that: appearances. And as the Sun rises, it will be burning those appearances away with a breadth and magnitude that only the truly blind will fail to perceive.

And then, as I did in the wake of 9-11, more and more People Who See are going to have to start making choices. Hard choices. You see, this apocalypse is not happening by accident. I am a believer that the power elite — the designers, programmers, and managers of this mental prison matrix that we call “society” — operate by a twisted code of honor requiring that they notify their victims; and if the victims do not protest, if the victims do not take measures to defend themselves, then the elites’ actions are justified. I am by no means arguing the fairness of this outlook, only observing that it seems to me to be a principle by which they operate.

In the preceding paragraph, I should have said that this apocalypse is not happening entirely by accident, meaning neither is it totally under “their” control. This is good news for all of us, if true. The bad news is, such things as RFID implants, thanks to apocalypse, are no longer “wingnut”, “tinfoil hat” topics; and as their advent becomes more and more obvious, you ignore them at your peril; AND, even if you don’t ignore them, and you happen to live where the chipping agenda is getting rolled out … again, HARD CHOICES. But the good news is that, from what I can see, this apocalypse has lately been rife with revelations coming to the public consciousness via absurd blunders and other developments which I doubt the elites intended. Consider:

Ever growing numbers of us no longer see a President when we look at Obama; rather, we see him for the dictator and the lying, liberty-destroying communist scumbag traitor that he is. Is it by design that Obama is so hated that the Marines must be disarmed at his Inauguration? Is it part of the plan that millions of gun owners hate him and his administration at a time when he is supposed to be stripping them of their weapons? Possibly. But the difficulties the current regime has been facing come in the wake of two “mass shootings” that were supposed to pave the way for disarmament, but failed miserably: Aurora, which drew a surprising amount of suspicion that it was a false flag, and possibly a wag-the-dog event, meaning it never happened; and Sandy Hook, which was such transparent bullshit, hardly anyone with an honest view of Uncle Sam could have been fooled. Anyone who saw “Robbie Parker” grinning and leering before “getting into character” as a grieving parent could see Sandy Hook exactly for what it was: a staged media event, with paid actors, and a plot so full of holes as to serve as a scathing indictment of America’s education system (they can’t even get smart enough people to pull off their psy ops convincingly any longer!). I don’t think the sloppy execution was intended, and I don’t think they foresaw the massive scorn that event provoked from the gun-owners of America.

And what of the growing numbers who can now look beyond the Obama hood ornament to see that the driver of the car wears a yarmulka? In my recent interactions with Koreans and westerners alike, I have detected a distinct uptick in awareness that Israel has pretty much taken over the Washington establishment, and where I live, it’s no big deal to observe that “the Jews run Hollywood.” I have struck up conversations with older Koreans on subway trains and told them that the real enemies are not their brethren to the North, and could they guess who the real enemy is? I was shocked by the number of times they answered, without so much as a blink: “Yes, it’s the Jews.” Suffice it to say that Koreans have no love for Jews or Israel, they are certainly unhampered by “holocaust” guilt, and if Zionist Jews wish to pursue their full-scale agenda in a country like this, right down to the tyrannical impositions of Agenda 21, it won’t be as easy as brainwashing and shaming North Americans and Europeans. It is my theory that this difficulty was foreseen and accounts for the fact that this country is still technically at war, with the DMZ still being the most heavily militarized border on the face of the Earth. If the Koreans don’t consent to have their society eaten away by Zionist and Luciferian rot, they’ll just start a big fucking war and try to pummel them into abject submission.

Anyway, their attempts to push Luciferian culture and sexual promiscuity on Korean youth (a sign of apocalypse) have failed. Assuming that Korea is not unique in its resiliency, this tells me the elites are not unveiling their shite “cult”ure to universal acclaim. So, although Koreans ultimately might be decimated for their recalcitrance, I count developments here on the “good news” side of apocalypse.

Moving along. When we look at politicians, bankers, and business executives, I think more and more of us than ever before no longer see respectable pillars of society; rather, we see them for what they actually are: murderous thugs, shameless shysters, and two-bit scammers in three-piece suits. The rapid acceptance of the neologism “bankster” into our lexicon most immediately reflects how their victims have come to perceive them. They are no better than John Gotti or Al Capone. In fact, when you consider the magnitude of their crimes, and the fact that common mafiosi at least observe a moral code, the banksters are a hell of a lot worse. At least mobsters do not enslave whole populations with fiat currency, fractional reserve banking, and odious usury; nor do they sack entire nations, robbing the people of their land, their resources, their homes, their livelihoods, and their retirement funds. The banksters are the worst group of criminals the world has ever known, and I can’t think of too many people I know who fail to see that by now.

And take the British royal family. When you look at them, are you any longer bamboozled by aristocratic pretensions? If you’ve been paying an ounce of attention to British politics, one glance at Prince Charles ought to evoke shroudy images of child molestation — and worse. The British royals have had their images permanently besmirched by their intimate relations with child molester and paedophile Jimmy Savile, who also “procured” children for them.

And when I, for one, look at the LAPD “officials” in charge of dispensing lies, lies, and more lies to the lying (and/or clueless) windbags that masquerade as journalists these days, I see those cops for what they are, and have been for a very long time: small, vicious criminals in uniform. They are organized, they are armed to the teeth, they are corrupt to the core of their being, and until now, they have enjoyed the cover of respectability that their badges afforded them.

But no longer. This is where apocalypse is in our favor, for now their pants are down for all to see. They’ve found Dorner’s wallet in three different locations, including among the cinders of the cabin they were overheard to have deliberately torched. They are known to have driven a fleeing figure, now identified as Dorner, back into the fire, to be burned alive. Never mind all the inconsistencies of the official story; never mind the obvious and ridiculous lies; never mind that they replaced his cogent original manifesto with an obvious fake designed to make him look like a raving madman: at the end of the day, assuming there was a suspect named “Dorner”, and that he was running away, now we are given to understand in the most blunt terms possible that, in the new America, the America of the Apocalypse, the cops are judge, jury, and executioner. There it is, folks, it could not possibly be more obvious. The good news? I don’t think the tomfoolery is intentional. I agree with Jim Stone, who opined that “Dorner” was detected writing his manifesto, in which he threatened only to expose the crimes of the LAPD in a court of law, and had to be dealt with in a hurry. And because cops are not the brightest bulbs on the tree, they fucked up. Badly. Score another one for the bright side of apocalypse!

Which leads to the question: how many will exercise due appreciation at being shown such hard truth in broad light of day, and have the courage to stand up and call bullshit on this whole disgusting “Dorner” farce? If not enough voices do just that, and do it every time the ruling criminals concoct another cheap wag-the-dog Batman Sandy Hook Dorner flim-flam FANTASY, then by sheer attrition, by chipping and chipping away, they will eventually succeed in justifying each new step in their “totalitarian tiptoe” agenda. Some people are going to have to get hurt. Some people will have to die. But hey, apocalypse doesn’t happen very often, so I think the occasion is going to demand that we go to extremes if we are to survive it. The point I guess I am trying to make, overall, is that, as I see it, we do have a chance.

The Bastards Don’t Want You To See This! Pass It On!!!

Every once in a while, we are gifted with a barbed-wire-wrapped baseball bat with which to sodomize what I call the Bastards – the “Illuminati”, the “Powers That Be” (PTB), or, to be most accurate, those who print all the God damned money out of nothing, charge interest for lending it to governments, and hold us as collateral for the debt.

Has anyone ever pushed you to explain who THEY are? That’s as good an answer as any. THEY are the ultimate shysters, the debt creation pigs, the pharisees of our day – the nut shell con men par excellence, the psychopaths in tailored suits, the inbred bloodline gangsters that CREATE MONEY OUT OF NOTHING, AND CHARGE MONEY THEY DID NOT CREATE FOR USING IT. Hence, the crashing of the ponzi scheme, and hence “austerity”, which is newspeak for “highway robbery”.

Because THEY create money by typing it into a computer terminal, THEY have unlimited financial resources, therefore THEY control governments, entertainment, industry, finance, medicine, culture, you name it. But THEY, the twisted control freaks that they are, CANNOT control everything in the world, because whether they like it or not, they are subsets of the world, and their failure to comprehend this very simple fact will prove to be their undoing. So, without further ado, here is a cartoon, one whose creation (and ultimately dissemination) THEY cannot control!

Up their noses with rubber hoses!

Away!

(from http://www.jimstonefreelance.com)

A note to people censoring my mails:

You will only annoy me. If you did the kill to stop people from contacting me about antidepressant damage, that worked, but if you think wiping mails out entirely will prevent a Stuxnet cartoon from happening, if you think someone somehow mailed me that, think again, that was produced in its entirety on a bed in Puerto Vallarta with only Linux, open office, and the Gimp. Cutting me off won’t spare you such disasters. I had stencils for the spy VS spy guys, which I modified to get the right appearances, but the rest was totally from scratch.

Current status of messages received: Total censorship of the jimstonefreelance mail box, and cherry picking of the secure contact form. Nothing of anything hardcore coming through on any topic at all.

I am dead right with that cartoon…

stuxnet800

Take a look at this!

Failure to include analog readouts and over rides as safety equipment in ANY PLC setup, including Allen Bradley, Honeywell and others that do not use SCADA is sheer negligence in this day and age, SCADA is simply the first victim. ANYTHING that uses ladder logic or other software control, ANYTHING with a memory bank that has empty space can be targeted. This means even the old stuff from the 90’s. Safe = pre programmed single burn ROM. That is the future of PLC’s. Know your program size, and permanently burn it to exact bits, with NO RAM. Program change = new chip.

To keep industry safe we may very well be headed back to the old days, where PROM chips had to be erased with UV light before being set up with a new program that gets burned onto the chips with a special prom burner which uses voltages the read device cannot produce. This would keep costs down because chips could still be erased, and things would be fairly easy as well as secure. And when you have an enemy that basically runs the world and believes it has every right to blow you up on a whim, my mentioning this would make me their enemy #1.

Left unsaid in the article is the fact that Stuxnet and its clones are difficult to detect in an infected PLC, and there are no doubt tons of zombie infections in facilities world wide that are going completely un noticed, yet fully logged in to a dark hole in the ground where zionist controllers are silently waiting for the right time to tell them to activate. These viruses sit and learn what normal looks like before going active, so they can totally spoof the facility operators with bogus display readouts and back handed responses to control inputs while they tell the equipment to destroy itself and do the opposite of what the operators ask for. I hope the idiots in the American intelligence agencies that wrote the root code for the zionists are just down the road from facilities like Browns Ferry when the zionists decide to blow them up. Fair reward for stupidity. They should have had enough brains to know it was not going to stop with Iran.

“They” are especially pissed with that cartoon. And there has GOT TO be a reason.

That cartoon is important to them, because it says it all in ONE SHOT, and does a good job of it. Such a cartoon will make the rounds, get into the engineering rooms, etc, and the censors will no doubt be tasked to stop it.

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The best way to get around the censors will be to download the larger version, change the file name, and even better, convert the file type to your choice of PNG, JPEG, or compressed TIFF to change all of its attributes, and even better, resize the file before sending. That will really fluster the censors, as they will then be forced to hunt down something which appears to be random in the system. It can survive being downscaled to NO SMALLER than 800 pixels wide. When you downscale, make sure the small words on the gauges and PLC are clearly readable after you resize the image because they are key to telling people what really goes on, and were the 3 main parameters that were used to destroy Fukushima. A Jpeg compression setting of 90 should help to keep a small picture size readable.

The total mail censorship was unexpected and is what has clearly told me this needs to be done.

United Way Page For Sandy Hook Created Three Days Before “Massacre”

Sandy Hook fundraising relief page created 3 days before shooting, Google search results confirm

(NaturalNews) As of the time of this writing, if you search on Google for the URL of the United Way Sandy Hook fundraising page (see instructions, below), you will get a Google search result saying the page was created on December 11, 2012.

This United Way page for Sandy Hook was created on December 11, 2012 — THREE DAYS before the “massacre” happened!

What’s so odd about that? The Sandy Hook shooting took place three days later, on December 14, 2012.

If your head is suddenly ringing with shouts of “conspiracy theory!” you’re not alone. This kind of news immediately sets off red flags with most people, including myself. “Is this for REAL?” I found myself asking when I first saw this.

So I grabbed a screen shot from Google search results, and you can see that below. Yep, it shows December 11, 2012, clear as day. In fact, it has consistently shown this for the past four days.

Click here to see these search results yourself. (If you get results showing any date other than December 11, then Google has changed them.)

The parameter on the end of the search URL, by the way, is “as_qdr=y15” which tells Google to display the date the page was created.

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Read more:

http://www.naturalnews.com/038633_Sandy_Hook_Google_search_results_December_11.html

Want A Chemical Lobotomy? Take Antidepressants!

Proof That Antidepressants Destroy People —
BY DESIGN


Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eboPiMAO0po

Jim Stone, the man who proved that Israel did Fukushima, made the following chart to show you with horrifying visual clarity what antidepressants (Prozac, Paxil, Effexor, etc.) do to the cells of the frontal lobe of your brain. Here it is, unspeakably awful, please take a look:

Think of it this way, folks. Brain cells are like little incandescent light bulbs: they’re electrical, and they burn out.

What happens to light bulb filaments after they’ve burned a few hundred hours? psfzzf! Or, you can kill a light bulb in an hour or two, by flicking it ON OFF ON OFF ON. The more you stress the light bulb, the sooner it will expire. This is not an ideal analogy, but it will serve for those who get cross-eyed looking at technical language. Antidepressants basically overdrive the little light bulbs in your brain until they fry.

And then guess what? The same happens to their replacements, until there are none left. You have been lobotomized. That means that your soul has been more or less erased.

Not only that, but the drug companies know it, because they designed antidepressants for that express purpose. Stone hacked into the corporate servers at GlaxoSmithKline and has the proof.

Try to get off these drugs before the damage is done, and you may well be in for symptoms that make heroin withdrawal look like a spa vacation. I am not exaggerating. Read Stone’s report. Read the testimonies that he presents, and read the challenge he has thrown down for all antidepressant takers. This report is front and center at his site right now: http://www.jimstonefreelance.com

Here is the permalink to an earlier (and more detailed) version of this report:

http://www.jimstonefreelance.com/testimony1.html

Sample testimonials:

“I’ve been in an extremely peculiar state for the past 8 months after stopping Wellbutrin/buproprion. I have literally lost everything inside of me and no longer have a sense of “inner being”. My personality has been completely erased, along with the inner psyche I’ve spent a lifetime building. When I attempt to “look inside”, it is impossible because there is literally nothing there. Everything that made up my specific sense of personal being is gone, including including my hopes, fears, dreams, goals, opinions, values, morals, likes/dislikes, and most strikingly, all emotions and feelings.

I have no feelings associated with past events, and no emotional connections with anything in the world. Specific emotions that defined my personal sense of being are no longer there. People, places, things and events that I thought were etched in my soul as having significance no longer mean a thing. Absolutely nothing, I can’t stress this enough.

I am unable to look backward or forward, have no sense of past accomplishments and no desire for future ones. The strangest thing is, I cannot feel anything toward being in this state, as that part of me is gone too. It’s like a recursive erasure of everything I ever was, am, and will be.

It doesn’t feel like life is a conscious experience that I am having anymore, as there is no inner construct within me to absorb an experience on any level. I see, hear, touch, and smell, yet each of these is so devoid of emotional content that they don’t coalesce into anything meaningful I can call a human consciousness. My sense of being has been replaced by a constant void of nothingness that is unchanging, 24/7, I feel nothing towards the nothingness. It is not like feeling empty inside, there is no inside to feel empty within.

Getting to this state was a long process that started with gradually losing my emotions. This started when I decided to withdraw from the antidepressant Wellbutrin/Bupropion which I’d been on a high dosage of for 5 years. Strangely, going back on it did not help, but made things worse. When I stopped and started the drug a second time, I experienced one tremendous day of improvement followed by a seizure while sleeping, and woke up in a confused state. After this I regressed and felt completely dead inside.

This waking up in a confused state happened 2 more times, once in May 2010 and once in September 2010. Both of these were preceded by sudden improvements. But upon waking I felt like I had lost a basic part of my self. Not just feelings, but the core of my being. What I felt to be the complete and final destruction of my inner being happened on September 7th, 2010, and there hasn’t been a change since (it has now been 8 months).

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“I tell you, I never had a problem before celexa. I just want to be back to me. I want to no longer be the pitiful creature it made me. I want to be me. The old me. I want myself back. Life isn’t worth living with this new person holding my thoughts and feelings hostage. I have been off Celexa since last year. I JUST WANT ME BACK.”

“I have been on 0 mgs for almost a year, and my emotional state has yet to come back to normal. (normal me). I have been from Psyc doc to Psyc doc (never needed before celexa) to try to figure it out. They point the problem back to me. I found out by reading around the Internet, and buying the book “Prozac: Panacea or Pandora” by doctor Ann Blake Tracy, and I found out that several people, if not all people, who go off these drugs experience exactly what I have experienced. When Natalie wrote what she wrote, you can go back to some of my earlier posts and the withdrawal effects are written down almost verbatim. These are bad for our brains, they change our personalities. I want my life back, and don’t want even my worst enemy to experience what I have been through. These people have no love for their fellow man. We need to, no matter how emotionally messed up we are, we need to band together and prevent them (a commercial for Cymbalta just came on the tv, made my blood boil) from prescribing them to ANYONE. Depression hurts said the commercial, I never knew depression till after celexa. I have been through hell, therefore hell exists.”